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NOTE: IN SUPPORT OF EACH AND EVERY MEMBER OF THIS WIKI, AND ALL VISITORS, I WOULD LIKE TO STATE THAT, BY DECREE OF MOI, [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane], I HAVE DECLARED 1OCT2009 TO BE "INTERNATIONAL LOVE DAY." IN OBSERVANCE OF THIS NEW AND KICK ASS INTERNATIONAL HOLIDY, FIND SOMEONE SPECIAL AND TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM.. AND YOU ALL HAVE SOMEONE SPECIAL...
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Ever had a broken heart?
Join us...
And talk with people who's also been through it.


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1. [MyWings] Owner and daily manager(takes care of art and layout and answers all questions about the wiki)My heart's been broken so many times, and has never got time to heal...I don't think it ever will. But I'll keep on trying ;)
2. [Fides] 2. owner (takes care of all that is written)
<img:stuff/bulletlm2.gif> 3. [What is love?] Will be remembered with love and tears
4. [*Masaya*] SO SICK OF HURTING PEOPLE!!!!!!
5. [Raaru] Since we have more people being sixth isn't bad.
6. [no hardcore dancing in the living room.] <\3
7. [Random Acts of a Deadly Lover] -_-
8. [~*Luna*~] Love hurts.
9. [Hannicakes.] Soo confussed ><!
10. [New Years Revolution] A broken heart says it all
11. [Lizisthebest] feelings leave me burning inside
12. [Zab] Wheee! My lucky number! And I don't even have a heart..Oo Especially not a broken..
13. [Strangeling] *hugs zab* right by a friend, just what every one needs when they're hurting... i've got a broken heart, and not even the strongest steel band can hold it together anymore...
14. [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane] Were I to list the times my heart's been broken, it would take up its own wiki... suffice it to say that i'm a hopeless romantic at heart...
15. [light.] Meh... Broken...
16. [Kitten Of The Night]
17. [Shadowlight] Shhh... hold still, don´t say a word.
18. [taking back sunday] how many times has my heart been broken....... not enough cuz im still young.
19. [always messing the good things up]if love is only in my head then why does it hurt so bad when you find out they dont love you any more
20. [Yuichi♥]-Why cant i stop loving him, when all he does is break my heart...
21. [Slientbrokencry] broken hearted once again
22. [disturbed_bitch] bein broken hearted is the worst thing ever..why does it have to exist?
23. [Dragonartist]
24. [Sad Lonely Angel] been there several times.....and yet i keep mending it...why?
25. [x.shattered hope.Xx]
26. [scary_mary_]-IF I love you with my head and not my heart, why does my heart hurt so much when you are gone?
27. [angela01]
28. [Your Favorite Stranger] the hardest question to answer is why, but that's what I always ask: why'd you break my heart?
29. [Arsenic and old lace] theres nothing to say because i'm still in schock my heart is broken
30. [shorty06]i dnt know how many more times my hart can be mended
31. [nekko-mii] i never thought there was a pain possible for my soul as such there is now....
32. [dang-it bobby] heart break is the only thing i feel now...
33. [Meesh] wishes to be loved by Lollipop
34. [Justplaymeasong]I love Nicolas Peter Laustrup...why doesn't he love me?
35. [medina]
36.[Sakuya]
37.[.Toxic Valentine.] love is a fragile thing.. a heart can be the greatest gift but the most unforgiving weapon.
38. [InsanityAngel] My heart has been broken so many times I lost track after 1.
39. [flowergirl90] so this is where everybody hangs out these days... </3 might as well join my kind
40. [~★~ gone~★~] I want to be loved but I can't find it!!
41. [Iruvielle] I've given up completely..
42. [xX Doomed Vampire Doll Xx
43. [~Crimson Angel~] My heart has been broken too many times.
44. [Silverline's Escape] a heart? me? whatevers left of it.
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*Note: We are all friends here. On behalf of the wiki, I will tell you that anyone who posts a disparaging or nasty remark about another forum member will be treated in kind... In other words, be cool with everyone, and we will be cool with you. ^_^
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[Don't lie to me] (left elftown for now, because she's too busy with her family and work...) comments note: "Listen to [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]. He's not a guy you want to mess with."


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2006-03-11 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: hurting people sucks...

2006-03-11 [MyWings]: it does. i don't ever want to hurt anyone again...

2006-03-11 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: neither do i *hugs*

2006-03-11 [MyWings]: *hugs back*

2006-03-11 [~*Luna*~]: *Sits in the dark again, in my little chair in the corner, and lights a candle watching the flame*

2006-03-11 [MyWings]: why did you go back there? *hands you a bunch of candles* there you go...now you can light many at once, and get a bit more light

2006-03-11 [Dragonartist]: *sits in the other corner making a huge bonfire* O.o

2006-03-11 [~*Luna*~]: *Smiles looking up* Hi. No, keep your candles, its just, if you listen, its raining outside. I love the sound of the rain. And its relaxing when you light a candle and just listen to it. (It really is rainging here. Heehee.) *Smiles again* Rain and candles make me smile.

2006-03-11 [MyWings]: just make sure you keep that bonfire under control...we don't want this place to burn down to the ground...;)

2006-03-11 [MyWings]: okay Emily... keep them though...that candle is bound to burn down sometime... I'm just glad you're smiling

2006-03-11 [~*Luna*~]: *Smiles and nods* Yeah. I know.

2006-03-11 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: *keeps watch over the fire* I once read a book called Keeper of the Flame.... It was something of a romance/sci-fi thing... but I used to always sit and watch during autumn, cuz we would burn all our leaf piles... i would stand for hours, never lettinf the fire die out... because in a flame, one can see anything they wish....

2006-03-11 [MyWings]: awww yeah...

2006-03-11 [~*Luna*~]: Exzactly. *Smiles watching the flame*

2006-03-12 [Dragonartist]: Fire is mysteriously entertaining and mystical looking *stares at the fire daydreaming* O.O

2006-03-12 [angela01]: hello is anyone still on

2006-03-12 [Dragonartist]: yeah but only til 12:00

2006-03-12 [angela01]: why

2006-03-12 [Dragonartist]: cuz if I dont my mom will get on to me aboout staying up too late lol XP eh, I will be kindof tired by then anyway

2006-03-12 [angela01]: haha you are off and i am still on

2006-03-12 [Yuichi♥]: Fire is nice, i have many a candles in my room..

2006-03-12 [angela01]: im sitting woth a baby how about you

2006-03-12 [Yuichi♥]: Ah, about to go to bed.

2006-03-12 [angela01]: i wont waiting for it to cry so i can prob it (baby think it over)

2006-03-12 [Yuichi♥]: Oh, well I'll be seeing you then, I am off to bed, for i just came to check a few things. Goodbye.

2006-03-12 [angela01]: goodnight sweet dreams

2006-03-12 [angela01]: anyone there

2006-03-12 [MyWings]: yep...for a short while...

2006-03-12 [~*Luna*~]: Hello...*Sits in corner still*

2006-03-12 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: *stirs the remaining embers of the fire, and gets it going again*

2006-03-12 [~*Luna*~]: *Smiles looking at Dave* Hi.

2006-03-12 [Kitten Of The Night]: do you guys think telling the news about sexual harssment going on at your school and the school not taking care of it alittle over board?

2006-03-13 [~*Luna*~]: Yes I do.

2006-03-13 [Kitten Of The Night]: its over board?

2006-03-13 [~*Luna*~]: Yes I do.

2006-03-13 [Kitten Of The Night]: why do you tinkits over borad to go to the news after a freinds been raped and your in fear of it happening to you.. and the school won't do anything about it

2006-03-13 [~*Luna*~]: I would walk to the borad and tell them exzactly what I think of their way or running the school, then tell them "I will simply just refuse to learn anything, after all you can teach it, but cant force me to learn." And then walk out.

2006-03-13 [Kitten Of The Night]: the don't teach me shit at school any ways

2006-03-13 [~*Luna*~]: Then theres you answer in my opinion. But do what you want.

2006-03-13 [Kitten Of The Night]: i all ready did it thats the thing

2006-03-13 [~*Luna*~]: The quiet completely. Tell you friends to do it...let your parent(s) do it.

2006-03-13 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: Let me give you a little bit of possibly unsavory advice: Your school wont do anything anyway, and perhaps your parents won't know where to start. drop an anonymous tip at your local police department office, via fax, phone, mail, or just drop by... because the cops will be involved one way or another... and i would take steps to protect yourself... carray a small, legal, pocketknife, and perhaps pepper spray if its legal in your state...

2006-03-13 [~*Luna*~]: That is a good idea. I always carry a pocketknife.

2006-03-14 [angela01]: hi

2006-03-14 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: good morning angie!!! *waves*

2006-03-14 [Sad Lonely Angel]: hey

2006-03-14 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: *passes out good morning hugs and stuff*

2006-03-14 [angela01]: hello everyone *hugs all and kisses Dave on cheek* how have you 2 been

2006-03-14 [MyWings]: hi! *hugs back* Tired. you?

2006-03-14 [angela01]: still hurting other than that nothing

2006-03-14 [Sad Lonely Angel]: me...welll...homeless

2006-03-14 [angela01]: i did get sum bad news

2006-03-14 [Sad Lonely Angel]: what is that?

2006-03-14 [MyWings]: What bad news? HOMELESS??!!! WHY?

2006-03-14 [Sad Lonely Angel]: parents said that they didnt want me there any more

2006-03-14 [MyWings]: and just kicked you out??!!

2006-03-14 [angela01]: i may never be able to have children

2006-03-14 [MyWings]: why not?

2006-03-14 [angela01]: my stuff is messed up

2006-03-14 [MyWings]: how much?

2006-03-14 [angela01]: alot

2006-03-14 [MyWings]: aww *hugs* how sure is it that you can't have children?

2006-03-14 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: holy crap.. ok, we have a sterile woman, and a homeless one... Angel, where exactly do you live? I may be able to refer you somewhere...

2006-03-15 [angela01]: in ky

2006-03-15 [~*Luna*~]: HI.

2006-03-15 [MyWings]: hi

2006-03-15 [~*Luna*~]: how are you?

2006-03-15 [MyWings]: Cold, but okay. you?

2006-03-15 [~*Luna*~]: cold tired and damn near dead. *Sits in my corner chair*

2006-03-15 [MyWings]: I won't ever let you die! *finds a blanket for you* Here you go...

2006-03-15 [~*Luna*~]: *takes blanket* Yeah.....tired...sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.....*Closes eyes* Cant sleep, it sucks.

2006-03-15 [MyWings]: Why can't you sleep?

2006-03-15 [~*Luna*~]: At school....they dont let you do that here. I cant figure out why though.....

2006-03-15 [MyWings]: Ouch. yeah, same at my school...(i fall asleep there some days anyway...) It's stupid...we don't learn much when we're so sleepy anyway...

2006-03-15 [~*Luna*~]: (LOL) I know that.

2006-03-15 [MyWings]: mhmm My teachers don't even tell me off for sleeping in class anymore...O.o wonder why...

2006-03-15 [~*Luna*~]: lol Dunno.....................................................

2006-03-15 [MyWings]: XD oh well...as long as i don't so it every day...

2006-03-15 [MyWings]: Does that blanket help at all, or should i get some more? Ive got about 20 more...

2006-03-15 [~*Luna*~]: I am still cold...but okay.

2006-03-15 [MyWings]: *hands you one more blanket* maybe it'll help some... *hugs*

2006-03-15 [~*Luna*~]: *hugs back wrappin in blanket*

2006-03-15 [MyWings]: n.n

2006-03-15 [~*Luna*~]: T.T

2006-03-15 [MyWings]: awww! what's wrong?!

2006-03-15 [~*Luna*~]: Cold, tired.....make me sad.

2006-03-15 [MyWings]: but... please don't be sad...:'(

2006-03-15 [~*Luna*~]: Its okay. *Closes eyess*

2006-03-15 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: I used to sleep in school... My teachers used to be so happy that I'd showed up, that they wouldnt care what i did *once got drunk, in the middle of a class, with the teacher watching, thinking i was drinking coffee :P When he heard me slurring my words, he asked me for a cup ;) *

2006-03-15 [~*Luna*~]: Oh Dave thats bad! *Smiles though*

2006-03-15 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: his choice to ask, though... but i knew if i didnt give hime some of it, he wouldve gotten me expelled :P

2006-03-15 [~*Luna*~]: lol :P its still bad

2006-03-15 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: true... what was i doing with a thermos full of liquored up coffee, right? :P

2006-03-15 [~*Luna*~]: :P Silly Dave.

2006-03-15 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: Hey, guy's gotta do what a guy's gotta do.. that morning, i "had" to have a drink :P

2006-03-15 [MyWings]: why?

2006-03-15 [~*Luna*~]: *Smiles* Tee hee, I know. :P

2006-03-16 [Lizisthebest]: well i haven't said anything here, but i have become heart broken again, but at the same time not sure if i should be....

2006-03-16 [Fides]: Oh?! What happened, Steve??!! :O

2006-03-16 [~*Luna*~]: Aw, what happened? *Looks concerned*

2006-03-16 [angela01]: hello did anyone miss me?

2006-03-16 [Lizisthebest]: eh just a whole think with a friend of mine, k well i have a gf right now, who i wil probably break up with right away, but the problem is that my friend, who i have liked for years i think is starting to like me now, and then she also said that she still likes her ex bf whom she wouldn't get back together with, and....i dunno, i just dont know is i really want to go after her now and finally get what i tried so many years to, or try and get it thrown in my face....i dunno, im confused and my heart is in pain.....

2006-03-16 [angela01]: well first thing to do is let her get her feeling straight because you dont want ot be with a gurl who has sumtin for another man it will onky end in heartbrake

2006-03-16 [MyWings]: why not give it some time...let her get over him for a while...

2006-03-16 [Lizisthebest]: she is over him, she hates him actually, she just said that she liked him a bit still....but i dont wanna wait, i have watied for her, for almost 5 years now, i have missed every other chance that i was given I dont wanna miss another and go through so many more years kicking myself wishing that i had goen for her

2006-03-16 [MyWings]: then why don't you just ask her out?

2006-03-16 [~*Luna*~]: Hmm....good point....but maybe hes shy??

2006-03-16 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: Bro, to be honest, what you need to do here is listen to your heart... and let her know how you feel... she may or may not feel the same, but you never know until you ask... i lost a very good person in my life because i never told her how i felt, and now, she's married... [MyWings] is the best, though ;)

2006-03-16 [~*Luna*~]: *Smiles* Thats sweet Dave.

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: very sweet...*wonders wh he addded that to it all...* i'm not the best...i'm not even close to being the best...O.o

2006-03-17 [~*Luna*~]: We think you are. *Smiles and hugs*

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: i can't be the best, cause i'm not best at anything...i can be good at some stuff, but not best at anything. *hugs back* if i were things would have been different. *starts crying*

2006-03-17 [Lizisthebest]: yes u are the best, but i dont ask her out, because right now i have a gf, and she has a bf whom she should be breaking up with soon, that is y I dont ask her out, but i am going to tell her either way

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: you shouldn't tell her till after you've broken up with your gf...

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: And I'm not. how can i be?! :@ If i were they wouldn't treat me as air, would they?!

2006-03-17 [Lizisthebest]: well u are, and I wouldn't im actually breaking up with my girlfriend right away, but yes u are the best, and i dont see how someone could treat u like air unless they thought u were too good for them

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: well, all my friends are going to a b-day party today, and the girl who's having it didn't invite me on purpose. everyone i know is going there, and i'm not. she even invited people she talks to like three times a year, but not me, who's known her for over ten years, and i'm supose to be a friend of hers.

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: i wouldn't normaly care, but it hurts when they're sitting right in front of you talking about it...they knew i heard what they were saying, and they said it anyway.

2006-03-17 [Lizisthebest]: ...well then just taking a wild guess that you did something to make her made....and *hugs* dont worry bday parties are over rated they all suck after they start

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: I know they suck, and if she's still mad for something i didn't do, and that i never ment for to happen three years ago, then she's a very... she's been shutting me out for three years while hiding it from the grown ups... if she's doing it to get back at me for that one time when i didn't so anything at all, then she's done that, and dubbled it sosososo many times... she took from the the only friend i had in my class! and... i just...

2006-03-17 [Lizisthebest]: to be honest I could say I know wut u mean, but I dont, I have done something like that with a friend, and lost em for a bit, but they never took my friend and now we are friends again neways.....but wut happened with ur friend in class?

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: well, she won't forgive me for something i actually didn't so! it wasn't me! and she said i was taking her best friend...so my teacher told me to not talk to her unless she tlaked to me first...and now i hardly speak with her ever. it's lonely to spend every day amog so many people and feel so alone, cause no one tlaks to you or notice you at all.

2006-03-17 [Lizisthebest]: well i dunno, if u had to spend 3 years of not talking to her and being shunned by everyone then y dont u actually try and talk to her?

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: i do talk to her. and she talks to me... but as soon as the other girl shows up they turn their backs on me.

2006-03-17 [Lizisthebest]: ...ok thats gay...might i ask wut this thing that you didn't do was?

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: take away the girl i'm now not allowed to talk to from her, and shut her out from one party. i wasn't even the one who desided who was gonna come to the party! how could i shut her out from it?!

2006-03-17 [Lizisthebest]: k wtf yea i have shunned people out of parties but it was only for the better and they know it was because there was people there who they didn't get along with, and i try not to have fights at my house.....but i never blammed it on another person or let soemone else take the blame if someone couldn't go, that is just gay, y didn't ur friend who was deciding who say anything about her not going?

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: she doesn't dare... she's afriad of being shut out too...she gets that a lot herself...from the girl and a friend of hers... it pains me to see how they treat her. i wish girls wasn't like this.

2006-03-17 [Lizisthebest]: honestly (sorry not to be mean), but girls can be complete bitches at times, just to piss someone off. but I dunno, i hope that everything will get better in time

2006-03-17 [Lizisthebest]: but i gotta get going so ill ttyl later, PM me if you wanna keep talking about this with me later on

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: girls are bithches most of the time...they're just good at hiding it. well, hopefully i'll get away from all of them next year. oki, bye *hugs*

2006-03-17 [~*Luna*~]: *Looks around, sitting in my chair*

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: how are you today, emily?

2006-03-17 [~*Luna*~]: Eh...*Looks down, pulling my knees to my chest still in my chair*

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: something wrong?

2006-03-17 [~*Luna*~]: Dont know yet. I hope its not. *Looks at you, then pulls blanket around me*

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: good. hope so too. do you have a place to live now?

2006-03-17 [~*Luna*~]: I dunno....I live with my mom now....but not much better....got a guy bothering me here...thats not really what I'm upset about. Its more Im haveing friend problems.

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: friend problems? in what way?

2006-03-17 [~*Luna*~]: *Shakes head* Nothing...dont worry bout it. I'll fix it.

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: Okay. just tell me if you want to tlak about it... *hugs u, then gets a blanket too* it's cold here, isn't it?

2006-03-17 [~*Luna*~]: Yeah it is.

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: maybe we should light an other fire...?

2006-03-17 [~*Luna*~]: *Nods* Yeah...its cold....Dave will have to man it whenever hes on.....

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: yeah...hope he comes soon... *gets an other blanket* u want an other one too?

2006-03-17 [~*Luna*~]: Nope...mines good for now...need fire...*Looks around for wood.*

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: oki. *loos around too* faen! i forgot to bring wood...O.o

2006-03-17 [~*Luna*~]: *Looks in corner* Ohhhh wood. *Picks up wood, walking it to the middle of the floor, setting it up, finding matches in pocket and starting fire* Ohhhhh....fire...good...warm...niiiiiiccce.....

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: Yay! thanks

2006-03-17 [~*Luna*~]: Mmmmmhmmm warm!

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: I'm still cold... and sleepy... *yawns*

2006-03-17 [~*Luna*~]: yep...me too...

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: ...can't keep my eyes open...think i might sleep for an hour or something...*hugs you, and falls saleep*

2006-03-17 [Lizisthebest]: aww arent they cute *sits by fire*

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: *sits up* who?

2006-03-17 [Lizisthebest]: u

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: nah...*falls asleep again*

2006-03-17 [Lizisthebest]: haha yea *stares into the fire*

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: *tried to keep eyes open* hey, know what...?

2006-03-17 [Lizisthebest]: *turns around*

2006-03-17 [Lizisthebest]: ya?

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: Thanks

2006-03-17 [Lizisthebest]: ....wait wut do i know?

2006-03-17 [MyWings]: Thanks for helping me. *smiles* i really needed what you said earlier...

2006-03-18 [Lizisthebest]: well ur welcome then, u deserve better then wut they are doing

2006-03-18 [MyWings]: I don't dserve what they're doing, and i don't deserve better...

2006-03-18 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: Burn, I'm telling you, she deserves the world... and then some. *Tends the fire, getting it roaring in no time* Sweetie, you deserve only the best.... people who pretend you dont exist are shite anyway, because they're missing out on someone who is so sweet and kind.... and it breaks my heart that I'm not there for you right now...

2006-03-18 [MyWings]: You're here for me more than anyone else... and in some way i guess i had it coming... she's just doing what's normal for her...

2006-03-18 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: Some women just have to be that way, as do some men... i don't hold it against them; I just ignore them.

2006-03-18 [MyWings]: Usually I do too... but sometimes it just hurts too much... but I'll get over it...

2006-03-18 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: *hug* I'll help you.

2006-03-18 [MyWings]: I know you will! *kisses* and i can't ever thank you enough for it

2006-03-18 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: <3 Thats what I'm here for ;)

2006-03-18 [MyWings]: :P just that? no other reasons? O.o

2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: Hun, there really is something wrong with you... But that's something that are wrong with most people. It's all in your head. The way you're thinking...about yourself. It's so wrong!!! you can't go around punishing yourself, or telling you that you're not worth it. It's really sweet when you get so suprised every time someone actually are nice to you, but it's so wrong when you don't believe those who tell you how great you are... You've really got to stop thinking like that.

2006-03-19 [MyWings]: but... i just... i can't help it, okay! that's how i am. and i... i... i don't know what to do. and you're wrong! i'm not worth it! not at all. none of it. and they remind me of it every day. maybe i will be worth some of it one day... but not now...and not for a really long time. i do deserve all that's ever gonna hurt me. and i know it. and you know it.

2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: Please, let us help you get out of the messed up way of thinking. I read what you wrote... On Friday, on that paper. It's so wrong!!!! And you don't deserve it! You're so much better than that! What happened to him wasn't your fault!!! You never meant for it to happen, and it... You know it had to be done. It might have been done differently, but it would have been done either way. Geir told you...over and over... why can you still not hear what he told you? He knew even more about it then you ever told me. And he still said that you did what you had to do... Maybe you did it wrong. And I'm sorry you didn't get to hold your promise. But on June 1st this year you can do some of it.

2006-03-19 [MyWings]: It was my fault!!! And please don't bring Geir into it! I know what he said. I won't ever forget it, but he was wrong!!! it was my fault. i did it... i told them to do it. and i broke my promise. i made them do it. and i wern't even there!!! i just got told about it afterwards. i broke my promise, and i can't let it go. i know it had to be done, but not like that! i should have been there. and i shouldn't have said it of those reasons i did. i can't ever take it back. and i didn't get to say goodbye

2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: You're afraid. But Kris...Kimmi knew how much you cared for him. He saw your tears when you cried that night. You might have done it out of wrong reasons... but you know it had to be like that. and you can still say goodbye to him. ever day... i know you do... i've heard you wisper it. and you should stop blaming it all on yourself. it was all for the best!

2006-03-19 [MyWings]: I can't. I can't let it go. and i can't forgive myself. it was wrong! and i don't ever want to do anything like that again.

2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: it's been more than three years... and you still can't let it go. when you think about when you said goodbye to him...what do you remember the most?! you're so scared, isn't that right? sacred of what you might end up doing to others. i've seen you cry over kimmi so many times... and i've seen the fear in your eyes every time you look at kvikk. i've seen the fear in your eyes whenever your mum looks at him. i've seen your tears, and the way you're holding him. if something happens to him. what will you do?

2006-03-19 [MyWings]: yeah, it has. of course i can't! I see his empty eyes. he wasn't a creatur anymore...he was a thing. and it haunts me. of course i am!!! i don't ever want to do anything like it again! i don't want to hurt kvikk. her words come back to me. and she still says it. i can't... i just...i'm so scared of what she'll do. i don't know...!

2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: We all have memories that haunts us. I know... And you are afraid that you will do it over again without even thinking, right? she really shouldn't. and if she knew how much it hurts you, i'm sure she'd stop saying it. it's not nice to threten you, or bring back something that bothers you so much. have you ever talked to her about it?

2006-03-19 [MyWings]: I know. And I really shouldn't bother you with mine. I really, really am. It's in her nature. But she won't stop! but she should. she shouldn't let me forget it. I have, actually...and she's still doing it.

2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: Sometimes we need to be bothered with stuff like this. we want you to be happy. and we want you to stop thinking like you do. the thoughts you have about yourself are all so wrong! some day you'll have to confront her about all of it, you know that right? if you don't she'll just keep doing it...and not just to you, but to Heidi, Marie and Martin too. You know she's doing it. You hear it, and see it. why don't you try and stop it?

2006-03-19 [MyWings]: But you've all got so much more improtant stuff to take care of...i don't want to bother you with my small silly problems. my thoughts about myself arn't wrong...they're true! I know i'll have to, but not now. not while i'm still here. maybe she'll change somehow. i don't want to see her cry again. not because of something i said. i know she does, but i can't stop her from doing it. that's just how she is! insted i can be there for them after it's all over... i don't want to hear her cry again

2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: none of it is more important than your happiness! if they make you cry as much as they do...and feel like you feel...and think what you're thinking, then they're not small or silly! they are really, really wrong. not at all!!! if i'd written it all in here, or sent it to your friends they'd all tell you how messed up it is! so her tears are worse then yours then? well, that least that's something that you can help them afterwards...but you should even have to do that...

2006-03-19 [MyWings]: of course it is!!! i'm just weak and gets troubled by small stuff because i don't know any better. They're not, they're true! yes! :O please don't do that!!!! she's been through much more than i have, and her tears are worse than mine, cause they come out of more pain than i've ever felt. i know, but it's something

2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: You're not weak! O.O that's also something that bothers you, isn't it? THEY ARE!! why not? if it's true, then it shouldn't bother you if they read it... She might have been, but you can't let her take it out on you! they are not!

2006-03-19 [MyWings]: I am. yeah, it is. THEY'RE NOT!! fine...just do it... i just don't think we should get them involved in any of this. i don't want to bother them with it. yes, i can. if she doesn't take it out on me, then she'll take it even worse out on someone else. they are

2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: that's so worng... you'll actually let me do it?! then i'll post it here, so everyone'll here can read it, and we'll see what the say to it... if you don't admit that it's wrong. they are you're friends, they care for you, and they want to know these kinda things about you! she shouldn't take it out on anyone. they're not

2006-03-19 [MyWings]: no, it's not... sure...but it's so silly! not suff like this... i don't want to bother them with something that silly. it's just about me...and i already bother them too much with my problems. just leave it, k? but she does, and rather me than anyone else! they are

2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: it's not true at all! you don't want me to do it because it's silly to let then know what kinda thoughts you have about yourself. Kris, not when your thoughts are like yours. They're scary! I don't want to leave it before you understnad how wrong it all is! Is there really nothing you can do about it?

2006-03-19 [MyWings]: it is. i don't. my thoughts about myself are true! just leave it! no, they're not...they're true. *strats crying* please...just leave it... No, nothing.

2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: It's not. THEY'RE NOT!!! O.O i can't... they're not true. *hugs* i didn't mean to make you cry... but i'm sitting here with a paper that tells me why you've tried to kill yourself...and why i should still be worried that you can try again... i can't stop you... but i want you to see that it's all wrong. i don't want you to feel like i know you do. i want all your other friend to know, so they can help me help you. i can't leave it... not when it's as serious as it is. there's always something.

2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: Please, all of you in here who are Kris's friends... you've got to help me. She's walking on an edge...i don't want her to fall. If you knew... should i let you know? or should i just leave it and see what happens when it some day goes wrong? Cause i know it will... some day it will go wrong, and we'll loose her. I found a paper she wrote not long ago. and on it i read some of how she looks at herself. i know she's been thinking like this for years now... and i want her to understand that she's wrong. but she won't listen to me. please help

2006-03-19 [MyWings]: Oh, c'mon!!! :@ just leave it, okay?! I'm doing fine! just leave it.

2006-03-19 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: ... I'm going to insert myself into this conversation now... Someone please explain to me what the hell is going on!

2006-03-19 [MyWings]: It's nothing, hun. just nothing. She just won't leave it... she want me to change how i am and how i think, that's all

2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: If it is nothing...Why do you think about it so often? And why don't you want to talk with him about it? I know why...but he doesn't. you know he'll get to know it all eventually anyway. I'll see it on you when he meets you. It only takes a few hours near you to understand you've got a few things that's always on your mind.

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